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Walking through the woods never realising the late hour,
The taste in my mouth rather sour,
Your body throbs,
Your life it robs,
A trap between the walls,
We all have flaws,
We aren't immune,
From the gloom,
We learn to dance in the rain,
It often isn't enough to soothe the pain,
Emotional and physical pain that nobody is allowed to see,
People will judge me,
The nights are full of gloom,
People just assume,
She is fine,
She always dresses and looks well when we dine,
I will always smile,
When truly it has been a while,
I heal others to soothe and avoid my own heart-break,
My happiness isn't fake,
I am grateful and lucky for the ones I love,
The opportunities fate and the angels have given me from above,
I count my blessing everyday,
I try to leave my mark on the world in my own special way,
Worried I will disappear once I have gone,
Time goes on,
Did I do enough?
It has been rough,
Always more to do,
Always more storms to weather through,
Doctor, doctor I can't go on,
I have tried to be strong,
We scream for help,
In pain we yelp,
I have given my best,
Never time for a rest,
I can't take a drive,
On love and self-improvement I thrive,
Lost and never to be found,
In spirit I will always be around,
Trying to make the best of my life,
Pain cuts through me like a knife,
Restricted and in a box I sit,
Looking out and dreaming as my teeth I grit,
Hoping for more,
Wishing to explore,
Pushing myself and beating myself up day after day,
Wishing I could heal more hearts in everyway,
Sad for the sadness I cause everyday,
Never knowing how to put it right in anyway,
Writing to you,
Never knowing how to begin the letter with the love and thanks I feel for you,
I am sorry with all my heart,
My own pain and yours rips me apart,
From there to now,
On the stage I take a bow,
For I gave my all,
I stood tall,
The good and the bad,
The happy and the sad,
So many words left to say,
I just simply can't explain them in anyway,
A life that has been solely me,
I tried to be the best person I can be,
I battled and took on the fight,
Always keeping love and my dreams in sight.
Soph
xo