Day After Day
The tiredless pain,
Makes you go insane,
The Russian roulette game,
You smile through with no shame,
Your body burns like it's on fire,
You wish to live the life you desire,
It seems so far out of reach,
Through treatments you dream of that tropical beach,
The pain runs through you,
There is nothing you can do,
This test,
Allows you no rest,
Day after day,
New symptoms effect you in a different way,
What can you say?
Lie that you are okay?
Avoiding the truth from yourself and the ones you surround,
My body weak - I could just fall to the ground,
Snap out of it,
It's just some pain you have had for a bit,
At the doctors the same routine- take a seat,
Let's check your heart beat,
Bloods drawn weekly from my arm,
Trying to keep my body from further harm,
You have to be your own healer,
Ask once again for your cards from the dealer,
Make the best of them and play them well,
We can't escape so must embrace the hell,
Being ignored,
By a system that's floored,
Too complex of a challenge to take on,
They simply want me gone,
Keep on top of all your treatments and results,
Throw at me your insults,
I'm being brave for me,
Fighting for a healthier me,
I have been strong,
The fight has been so long,
Day after day,
We are faced with new challenges in some way,
I am doing my best,
To ace this test,
The games we play,
Rest - we must delay,
For today there is a new fight,
Our goals we must keep in sight,
Never surrendering to the enemies that live inside,
Nobody ever said it would be an easy ride,
Though here you are still standing tall,
Rising above it all,
You shine bright,
Even when you feel invisible and out of sight,
When you are most upset,
Is when you are most helpful I bet,
Your words run deep,
People read and close to their hearts keep,
My goal to help and inspire,
Resting up and storing the strength I require,
To keep fighting on,
One day because number one.
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The hands reaches for the heart ❤️ the heart representing freedom and happiness ! The goal for so many of us. It is blossoming like a flower, telling us it needs time to grow and looked after before we can see the results.
Enjoy
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Xoxo